I’m numb to the public eye
when truly all I want to do is cry
I shut the blinds I call my eyes
because I’d rather have them filled with lies
Then have to put on a better disguise
I want to sob and scream out loud
but I’m uncertain if that’s allowed
I don’t want to be a problem that needs fixing
but the life I’m living is too damn restricting
I need to let it out
without a doubt
but in the meantime I’ll keep it all in
the cycle I named numbness
once again
begins.
